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The Thought of Time

by stefkeB

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1.
Float 02:05
2.
Mental Order 19:14
3.
Lunatik 07:07
4.
A Memory 04:08
I see you from the inside Your heart is bouncing calm Your mind is moving both ways The blood you spill is warm I live inside your memory The place is filled with dust It's here I live in silence I write it and it flies The tenderness of helping The answers are within It's like you've always been there And it won't keep you quite This is a place of teaching We pray and talk about We keep you from forgetting The live you lived for light I dwell inside your hallways I climb the steps you throw The walls you feel are old now But this is where I live And long before you fall down I will be at your feet I have become a part now Of a memory to keep
5.
Almost 07:40
Don't promise me anything Don't let me hunker No false illusions I'd rather be without Don't give me your word Don't give me hope No wrong assumptions I can live without [chorus] But there you are Straight through my defense I almost fell again I almost let you in Yes, there you are An arrow through my eyes You almost took me over I almost let you in I have been disappointed Far too many times I know betrayal I have been abused So nothing to promise Nothing to expect I'm not being fooled Never, ever again chorus This was another time You came to someone else Don't think I would have let you Closer to me I don't have any regret I don't have tears to shed You think I am too cold You should have known by now
6.
Wherever you are Whatever you do I'll get into you I'll step in your head The signal is weak Frustration arised I'll send you again Time has been right I feel independent Yet still I rely Maybe I am blind Maybe I can't cry A web has been woven You touch has grown weak I came to rely On a signal unseen When I hear your voice Wherever you are I feel so releaved Whatever you do
7.
Put Her Down 02:39
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My Escape 05:19
For all my dreams I wish they lived Then it is easy Doing almost Everything Life is very much harder Stuck with it too long Hope I die while sleeping When the dream goes on My princess is to sweet She tries and gives a lot Am I not worth it ever? How can I be King? Fighting against lust No need to dialogue Boredom is for later Responsability no more No fear for death or life No stress to struggle with Just the fear of waking Before I can be all My bird in snowy spring My angel without Mask In dreams you can be everything What in life you're not Feeling like a zombie Try the sleep to last Feeling - hoping - praying Tonight I will be God Live towards a ghost With you I can be full Touch & Kill & Live Without any result Is it wrong to say? Is it just a dream? Feel like living more During my ESCAPE... My dear little Medusa How can I not watch? In you I see the backside And there I want to walk
9.
Leaving enough memory Switching out my parts Gripping no Anxiety To touch your vital Heart Crawl towards a Shadow Turning in my Grave A flower for the Rain Perversion of a Smile Touch a lack of Faith Feeling very Alone Assuming Love is somewhere Where I haven’t killed before Roads to my illusion A Glance of your Lips Sniffing up your Poison Getting very HOT A blaze of Glory looks out I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more I wanna Love You more Telling of Reactions Sad and all Alone Hit You very Roughly Killing with my Tongue Unfaithful and Forgotten Loosing is a Way If I can’t sleep with You I’d rather Fly away Don’t know what I’m doing Don’t know who I’ll be Misguided by my Hopes A Boy knows only…
10.
You're my Cat without Tale Sometimes U make me happy I like to hold you, feel you This summer never stops Everyday seems better than before No one dares to break the spell Although it isn't true but Who am I to stop the dream? They say we can be blind If we think of someone else They say we act as fools When your heart is lost Who can I speak with? Who can I trust? I'm not used to talk about my feelings Who would listen anyway? Not my cat, for sure She plays and walks But a cat never talks...
11.
Religion 02:38
I can’t speak at least not with You Can’t hear the things that You do Believe in the Father but not in the Son Look for the Moon and leave the Sun Maybe You're better of dead in the end But I’m not so sure anymore. Does She lives there, where no one can see, if She’s there it won’t be with Me Loneliness speaks in a gentle voice Tears will not come when You look A prayer for the dying I’ll make my own choice, and if You’re patient I’ll come for You Never felt RELIGION so deep and it has nothing to do with an Ancient Book Believe in the Father ...
12.
A Problem 03:56

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This album has to be seen as a personal growth project... Some songs have their first recordings around 2000, when I first recorded an unreleased 'album' of sorts. Some of those songs are still included here, but others have been replaced. Over time, everything has been rerecorded a few times, although some reminiscence of old recordings may still be embedded here and there.

The album is almost like a concept album, but not quiet. The songs are standalone, but there is an underlying, connecting thematic. It talks about a life, some life by some person, and deals with difficult relations, mental illness and lack of social capacity to love and connect. There are fragments of hope, of dispair, of delusion and of following an unconscious train of thought.

Some songs have no words... I like them that way. They are interludes or smaller thoughts. Expanding them wouldn't do real justice to their strength. Others... well they are a bit longer as they need to tell their own story.

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released August 16, 2018

Compositions, recording, singing, instruments etc... by stefkeB except the Violin and drumloop on Understatement (by Reverse Violin Company).

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stefkeB Leuven, Belgium

stefkeB is a Belgian musician, composing and recording music at his home. The compositions are sometimes in English, sometimes in Dutch and often instrumental.

He is a schooled guitar player, enjoying both classical and electrical guitar playing.

While he mostly makes music at home, he plays guitar for Transport Aerian and occasionally for friends and family.
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